Don’t bother reading this;
You saw me at my lowest, you still held on. You saw my realest tears, no bullshit. I didn’t know if you felt the same, that night in your car. When I sat there sobbing that I was never going to be good enough. Did you feel it too? Like you knew you were going to hold on? Or did it just happen? I thought a lot about that last night. You were the hand to guide me out of the darkness, and you’re the only hand I wanna hold now. I never thought we’d end up like this, so quickly but I’m glad we did. You mean a lot more to me than you think. You’re so different from all the rest. I was to discover everything about you. I’m all in if you are too. I just feel like you’re ashamed of me at times. I mean, I know you aren’t proud of me. You’d never show me off or tell everyone you have me, but I’ll get used to that I guess. You won’t even be honest with your friends. I guess I don’t mean the world to you after all. Maybe I’m trying too hard. Maybe I shouldn’t try. I don’t know. I want to talk to you about everything but its so difficult when I know I couldn’t handle you walking away or changing your mind. Maybe I should just disappear. Yeah.. Maybe I should just vanish. Maybe that would be best. You can’t be proud of something you don’t have, right?
Artist: Sum 41
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don’t know what you’re looking to find.